よこそうう～

I love you.









and i havent cried so much in my entire life. i miss you already.

So youre really coming. :)
january 1st. evening flight.
im so happy.

im dying.



you make me so happy, darling.
And i dont know why.


God, what can i say?
I'm only alive because you're still by my side.



it was pretty cold today

Babe,


I'm sorry.


I'm so far from you now,
I haven't got anything to give you
but my reassurance
that everything will be okay.

(You're what keeps me believing this worlds not gone dead! )

Won't you believe me?
Won't you believe me?
I don't want you crying
I don't want you crying
I'll make it stop

I promise.

can this be any more complicated?

i swear to jesus,

this saturday


i was so close

SO CLOSE.


to telling him.


YEAH. i said - HIM-

meaning, a guy.


though, im not as stupid as i was before. im not letting what i have to say screw up what we have right now. If i lost that, my life would be over.

I'VE GOT A BOYFRIEND.


WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR GUYS TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME WITHOUT LIKING ME.

AGGGGGGH. GOD.


WTF.


SERIOUSLY.

IM TIRED OF IT.


THIS is why i don't have guy friends. i remember now.

well todays gonna be busy i can already tell

if my mom ever gets home, ill be going over ____s and driving to class at fgcu until 12 and then going back to his house and playiing some video games or something until my mom comes to pick me up.

then i've gotta find something to get for ______s birthday and then after that, GO to her party and i have nooo clue what thats going to be like.

she said i'll know everyone there, ( i really hope thats true) and its a swimming thing, yay, i love to swim -heart heart heart heart-

______s bringing her camera, so ill make her take pictures of me with it. becuase i dont have a camera and i want some new pictures taken with an ACTUAL camera not a camera-PHONE.

and i'm sure we wont go to bed till 5 in the morning, it always happens at ______s.

i just hope i dont have to sleep in the same bed as my boy and girl friends again.
that always happens to me too.

i end up sleeping down at the bottom curled up in a ball =_____________=

Sunday is going to be a surprise, becuase i have no clue whats going onn

Ive got to wrap up reading 15 more documents for my ap us class but thats about it.


ahh god i wish it was december

oh-

oh oh,

do you know what you're getting yourself into?

oh no,
i don't think you do.



Sorry for being so difficult.

i keep it to myself, so you'll never know.

oh god

first meet tomorrow

im so nervousss


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i dont wanna drown

i really

REALLY

dont wanna drown

( You still read this, don't you? )

1) What is more difficult for you; looking into some one's eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someone's eyes when they are telling you how they feel? BOTH



2) Think of the last time you were REALLY angry?
i guess a few weeks ago


3) You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You get enough time to call one person...who would it be?
OMG CHICAGO?! <333

4) You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have cancer, Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die?
i'd tell my family and people who im close to


5) What would you do with your remaining days?
ehhhhh travel


6) Would you be afraid?
yes


7) You can have one of the following two things: trust/love?
trust


8) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street.. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time, you're fired..?
save the dog no matter what


9) Where would you want to go and live the rest of your life?
not in this hemisphere.


10) Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
no, im not very talkative



11) If one of your friends cheated on their boyfriend/girlfriend and you were friends with them too, would you tell them too?
no

12) Your best friend(s) dies, what would you do?
probably cry a few days after, since it takes time for my mind to realize stuff like that ,
and then be depressed for a few months.


13) When and how was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt?
last night. xD


14) What would be harder, for you to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
that i do not love them back


15) Have you ever lied to someone about your feelings?
yesss


18) Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
no

19) Are you old fashioned?
not old fashioned about EVERYTHING


20) Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a heart break or have never loved at all?
to have never loved at alll



21) If you could do anything OR wish for anything that would come true, what would it be?
hmm ihave some things in mind


22) Think of everyone you know, would you prefer to only have ever met one of them?
nooo


23) Have you ever truly experienced love?
maybe not one hundred percent of it, but pretty close to it.


24) What hurts you the most emotionally, When you let yourself down or when you let the ones you care about down?
let myself down


25) Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to, whether you love them or not, they will just always be in the back of your mind?
yess

has anyone told you lately that they would always be there for you?
yes


When you think about your first kiss, what does it remind you of?
uhh it was kindergarten

Who are your last five texts from?
i think marc :3

Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
sure, he's a nice person.



Who was the last person to call you?
antwans mom. ahaha

Do you miss anyone?
yes of course


Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
akfdka yes

What are your plans for this weekend?
chinese class, and homework




Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
hmm yes its cute. unless the person is a real creep.


Whats irritating you right now?
being fat.


Are you listening to music right now?
yes

What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
said good night to my loveeee


First time you kissed the last person you kissed?
what about it


What was your childhood nickname?
ash


Do you have a best friend?
sure

What were you doing at eight this morning?
going to spanish class


Have you ever passed out?
yes

Do you fall for people easily?
no


In the past week have you gotten sick?
i get some sort of sickness everyday, but its nothing major


How many clothes do you have in your closet?
too many, most people tell me

Would you ever get a tattoo?
yea


Where were you one hour ago?
laying on my bed



When's the last time you cried?
last night haha



Did you enjoy your weekend?
yes i did

Do you regret doing something today?
eating. haha

Last bed you slept in?
my own


Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
yes


Where'd you get the shirt you're wearing?
dont remember.. its a zoo york shirt i think, where do they sell those


Sunrise or Sunset?
ehh



What movie is in your DVD player?
none

Are you cocky?
i dont think so


Have you ever been to Mexico?
nope


Do you make your bed daily?
yes



How many piercings do you have?
2


Last two numbers in your phone number?
dont remember


Who's the last person you called?
antwans mom


Where are your parents from?
new jersey

Are you afraid of the dark?
absolutely


Can you roll your tongue?
nope


Best fast food french fries?
umm i guess mc donalds


How was your day?
it was okay

Have you ever eaten at TGI Friday's?
yes

Who's in your house?
me and my mom

Can you think of anyone you want in your bed?
hahahahahaha

Your favorite season?
fall


Something you're looking forward to in the next month?
nothing


Have you ever seen/watched Aqua Teen Hunger Force?
yes

Last person you gave up on?
i dont give up on people. People just give up on me.


Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
yes


Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
jake



How do you feel right now?
gross


Who is to blame for your mood today?
i guess myself


How many people do you truly trust (not family)?
unfortunately, alot


When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?
maybe yesterday?


Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
i can't find it unless i really dig deep, deep, deep, deep, deep, deep down.



Anything you're looking forward to?
christmas breeeaaaakkk



Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
antwan just likes holding hands with all his girl friends



Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
i think i might have



When was the last time something bothered you?
everyday.



When was the last time you had butterflies?
probably a few hours ago



Who in your life has hurt you the most?
who cares



Who was the last friend in your house?
ashley



Are you drifting away from someone you were close with?
she can decide what she wants.



Anything you're giving up on?
damn it, im trying not to.


Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past month?
past month would bee... july? then, yea. but im not with them anymore



Have you ever punched a guy?
many times.


Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
i hope i still am

Do you need to say anything to someone?
yes, i'd like to speak my mind to someone, if they'd have the courage to fucking talk to me


Do you love someone?
with all my heart



When was the last time you were really disappointed?
dont remember



Have you ever broken someone's heart?
god knows i didnt mean it, if i did.



Are you waiting for something?
to get older


Can you keep a secret?
oh yes



Do you have trust issues?
eh



Are you open with your feelings to people?
nope.


What are you listening to right now?
Fugue #7777


Are you on any medication?
i wish

Do you care what people think about you?
no not really



Have you ever done something to make trouble?
i try not to




Who was the last person's stomach you saw?
hmm i dont remember



What is the thing that you would most like to change about you?
to be social


Are you afraid of roller coasters?
no




What is your current annoyance?
aguhgkldskfajskfjsd


Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
sober? can we please stop talking about last kisses. god.



Do you put ketchup on top of your french fries or on the side?
side


Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl?
yes




Have you ever had a crush on someone that was in a relationship?
sadly, yes



Who are you currently talking to?
no one



Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
i guess, since some people have given me seconds.



Do you want to get married?
i used to not want to, but yeah, i guess i do. when im way way older though.



Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
yes. i know its wrong.

Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N:



What is your favorite color/colors?
red and blackk





Least favorite color?
gold




Are you happy with your life right now?
i always have my down moments, but yes, im happy




Are you involved with anyone?
YES





What is your favorite subject in school?
french




Are you outgoing?
i can be





Are you gay?
nope, sorry




Where do you wish you were right now?
not here





What should you be doing right now?
more studying.





THE CANS:

Can you blow a bubble?
why yes, i can





Can you do a cart wheel?
half way ;_;


Can you touch your toes?
ill try



Can you wiggle your ears?
no



THE DIDS:

Did you ever want to be a doctor?
no




Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
no




Did you ever want to be a teacher?
i still want to. ive always wanted to be one. 8D




Did you ever break the law?
probably





Did you vote for Bush?
too younge





THE DOs:

Do you like rollercoasters?
yes


Do you play the lotto?
yes, illegally





Do you like football?
yes its sooo fun

but i dont really understand the rules



Do you have a shopping addiction?
i'm a girl.



THE DOES:

Does your family have family picnics?
nope





Does your wallet have any pics in it?
my school id.




Does your job bring you satisfaction?
i dont have one fucking yet.





Does sex mean love?
ew





THE LASTS:

Last car ride?
from school to home





Last baby you held?
dont remember




LAST THING?

What was the last thing you bought?
dont remember



What was the last thing you had to drink?
green tea

What was the last thing you watched?
the olympics last night




THE WHOS:

Who last talked to you on the phone?
antwans mom lololol




Who do you miss right now?
someoneee




Who last hugged you?
uhh i think rendy?




CURRENTLY:

What color shirt are you wearing?
its like plaid or whatever. but its red




Have any tattoos?
no





Have any piercings?
ears




Straight hair or curly?
its straight, and a little wavy at the ends. gross.


Where are you?
my room





HAVE YOU EVER:

Accomplished a life goal?
i dont know




Thought you were pregnant?
yes.

im being serious.



Sang in front of a crowd?
many many many times




SIX THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
laptop, stapler, piano, lamp, cat statue, books




Will you answer every question honestly?
of course



Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
drunk. but only once




Have you ever punched anyone in the face?
no




Do you miss anything or anyone?
yes


What makes you laugh no matter what?
people




Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours?
no




Who was the last person you talked to?
mom



What do you dislike at the moment?
many many many many many things

Do you get butterflies around the guy/girl you like?
yes


Do you lie about your age?
no




Are you happy with yourself?
nope





Would you change yourself for the person you love?
im pretty sure i dont have to




What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
that i'll kill myself hahaha



Do you believe in religion?
some sort of..one..




What are you currently thinking?
how im not in a very good mood right now



Has a guy ever seriously punched you more than once?
yes





Have you done bad things with your parents nearby?
yes. although most times it was late, my mom was asleep.




Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody?
no





Did you ever fail the school year?
no


Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
no




Do you think your future will be a good one?
i hope so




Do you think you were raised well?
yes



Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
yes. and i will never tell anyone other than the person its between.





How do you handle stress?
well enough




How would you spend your last day alive?
with the person that makes me the most happiest haha




If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with?
i wish i lived with my dad alot, but i love my mom too.. ehh i dont know




If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose?
no, im not answering that


Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member?
depends






Do you think you know the meaning of love?
who knows




Do you really think exs can be friends?
mines not working out too well.




Do your parents really know YOU?
other than a few things, yes




Do You Think People Talk About You Behind Your Back?
yes





Is Anyone In Love With You?
yes



Ever Cry In Public?
yes, most times was because i hurt myself somehow




Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
oppositeee




Who was the last person to make you mad?
myself. agh. god.


Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
who knows. i'm sure he is.



How do you feel about the person who texted you last?

no words can describe haha


Who was the last person you threw out of your life?
.....



Are you wearing socks?
nevaaa




Do you regret something you did yesterday?
hmm yesterday... ahh.. nope





What's the last thing you ate?
dont worry about it




Did anyone see you eat this?
no



Who makes the best grilled cheese sandwich?
meghan <333 hahaha


What kind of bottoms are you wearing?
jeans




How many windows are open on your computer?
4



What do you hear right now?
music from this amazingly awesome gameee





How many hours did you sleep last night?
i dont know, i woke up around 2 and couldnt fall asleep for a while, then fell back asleep and woke up at 5. ew.


Is something bothering you right now?
yes





Are you sarcastic?
i can be




Are you shy?
yes




Are you talkative?
i can be very.




Last person you saw?
mom



In the past week have you gotten sick?
yes


In the past week have you felt stupid?
yes


In the past week have you gotten your hair cut?
no




In the past week have you watched cartoons?
i dont remember




What were you doing at 9 am this morning?
in ap u.s. class. freezing.



In the past week have you felt sad?
yes



Has someone disappointed you recently?
very much so



Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
no




Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
why wouldn't they be





How do you feel about long distance relationships? Do you think its worth it?
distance shouldn't matter, really.





Last thing you said aloud?
ugh, god.



If you could pack up and move, would you?
i get excited just thinking about it.
yes, i would.
i want to
right now.


Have you ever had your heart broken?
n/a



Who were you with last night around 9:00PM?
sadly, i was alone.




Where is your sister right now?
dont have one



Do you bite your fingernails?
yes





Do you like Mexican food?
yea


Are you hungry?
no





Do you have unlimited texting?
i think so




Where were you at 9pm Tuesday night?
listening to the tropical storm crap




What was the highlight of this week?
haha uhm nothing, dont worry about it.



Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
yes




Who will you see the most this week besides family?
some school friends.





Do you drink tea?
yes, i like all kinds of teeaaa




Do you say sexy a lot?
nope



Where do you keep your money?
wallet, pants, random purses.. wherever i lay it.




Do you like to eat ice?
yea



Do you have bottles of alcohol hidden somewhere?
nope. someone should buy me some



What are you listening to?
Katamari Holiday


What is your favorite kind of gum?
oh god. stride. ive got an unhealthy obsession with that gum.



Has anyone ever told you they love you?
yes. too many have. but thats my fault, isn't it?

My strawberry yogurt




You're like my strawberry yogurt
it's so good i want it all the time
i wake up, and i think of you
the way you taste
the way you smell


I keep you in my fridge over night
and i know you're safe
in your little container

I'm always hungry for you
I'll never stop.
Your flavor can't be replaced
I always want my strawberry yogurt


When will you leave me?
I hope never.
I want to be with you, always
always getting a taste of you
thats what i want.

You're like my strawberry yogurt, really
i dont ever want our relationship to end
can't i keep you in the little container?
and carry you everywhere with me?

would you come along for the ride with me?

IM AT ANTWANS

ON HIS MAC

I WANT A MAC


BYE

VIDEO.

DANCE.

CARDS.

WAT.

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down
what it says:
Its a picture of a seagull

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
a pillow

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Made

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
2:00pm

5: Now look at the clock; what is the actual time?
3:45pm LOL

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my tv

7: When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
yesterday, to go see a movie

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
the site to get this from

9: What are you wearing?
dress and jacket

10: Did you dream last night?
no
11: When did you last laugh?
an hour ago


12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
some magazine pictures, and bulletin board

13: Seen anything weird lately?
no

14: What do you think of this quiz?
random

15: What is the last film you saw?
Step Brothers

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
a new phone

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know.
i enjoy exercising

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
i dont know..
19: Do you like to dance?
yea

20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?
im not into politics

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Emily
22: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Logan

23: Would you ever consider living abroad?
All the time


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Rules: Bold all of the following TV shows which you've ever seen 3 or more episodes of in your lifetime. Italicize a show if you're positive you've seen every episode of it. If you want, add up to 3 additional shows (keep the list in alphabetical order), but you must delete one show for each one that you add.


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7th Heaven
ALF
Alias (I think I saw 3 eps)
American Gothic
American Idol/Pop Idol/Canadian Idol/Australian Idol/etc.
Angel
Arrested Development
Babylon 5
Babylon 5: Crusade
Batman: The Animated Series
Battlestar Galactica (the old one)
Battlestar Galactica (the new one)
Baywatch
Beavis & Butthead
Beverly Hills 90210
Bewitched
Blake’s 7
Bonanza
Bosom Buddies
Boston Legal
Boy Meets World
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Chappelle's Show
Charlie's Angels
Charmed
Cheers
Clarissa Explains it All
Columbo
Commander in Chief
Coupling
Cowboy Bebop
Crossing Jordan
CSI
CSI: Miami
CSI: NY
Curb Your Enthusiasm
Dark Angel
Dark Skies
DaVinci's Inquest
Dawson's Creek
Dead Like Me
Deadliest Catch
Deadwood
Degrassi: The Next Generation
Designing Women
Desperate Housewives
Dharma & Greg
Different Strokes
Doctor Who
Dragnet
Due South
ER
Everwood
Everybody Loves Raymond
Facts of Life
Family Guy
Farscape
Father Ted
Fawlty Towers
Felicity
Firefly
Frasier
Friends
Futurama
Get Smart
Gilligan's Island
Gilmore Girls
Grey's Anatomy
Grange Hill
Growing Pains
Gunsmoke
Happy Days
Hercules: the Legendary Journeys
Hogan's Heroes
Home Improvement
Homicide: Life on the Street
House
I Dream of JeannieDEFINITELYSEENEVERYEPISODE<3
I Love Lucy
Inuyasha
Invader Zim
Invasion
Hell's Kitchen
JAG
Jackass
Joey
Kim Possible
Kung Fu
Kung Fu: The Legend Continues
La Femme Nikita
LA Law
Laverne and Shirley
Law and Order: SVU
Little House on the Prairie
Lizzie McGuire
Lois and Clark: The New Adventures of Superman
Lost
Lost in Space
M*A*S*H
MacGyver
Malcolm in the Middle
Married... With Children
Melrose Place
Miami Vice
Mission: Impossible
Mod Squad
Monk
Mork & Mindy
Murphy Brown
My Life As A Dog
My Three Sons
My Two Dads
Mythbusters
NCIS
Ned Bigby's Declassified School Survival Guide
Nip/Tuck
Numb3rs
One Tree Hill
Oz
Perry Mason
Power Rangers (mighty morphin')
Press Gang
Prison Break
Profiler
Project Runway
Quantum Leap
Queer As Folk (US)
Queer as Folk (UK)
Red Dwarf
ReGenesis
Remington Steele
Rescue Me
Road Rules
ROME (am waiting for this)
Roseanne
Roswell
Saved by the Bell
Scooby-Doo, Where Are You?
Scrubs
Seaquest DSV
Seinfeld
Sex and the City
Six Feet Under
Slings and Arrows
Smallville
So Weird
South Park
Spongebob Squarepants
Square Peg
Star Trek
Star Trek: The Next Generation (I must have watched at least 3)
Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
Star Trek: Voyager
Star Trek: Enterprise
Stargate Atlantis
Stargate SG-1
Starsky & Hutch
Superman
Supernatural
Surface
Survivor
Taxi
Teen Titans
That 70's Show
That's So Raven
The 4400
The Addams Family (probably watched them all, but aren't sure)
The Amazing Race
The Andy Griffith Show
The A-Team
The Avengers
The Beverly Hillbillies
The Brady Bunch
The Cosby Show
The Daily Show
The Dead Zone
The Dick Van Dyke Show
The Flintstones
The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
The Golden Girls
The Honeymooners
The Jeffersons
The Jetsons
The L Word
The Love Boat
The Magnificent Seven
The Mary Tyler Moore Show
The Monkees
The Munsters
The O.C.
The Office (UK)
The Office (US)
The Powerpuff Girls
The Pretender
The Real World
The Shield
The Simpsons
The Six Million Dollar Man
The Sopranos
The Suite Life of Zack and Cody
The Twilight Zone
The Waltons
The West Wing
The Wonder Years
The X-Files
Third Watch
Three's Company
Traders
Twin Peaks
Twitch City
Unfabulous
Veronica Mars
Whose Line is it Anyway? (US)
Whose Line is it Anyway? (UK)
Will and Grace
Wings
Xena: Warrior Princess lol

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1. What curse word do you use the most?
the f word

2. Do you own an iPod?
yes

3. What person on your flist do you talk to the most?
adele_andou

4. What time is your alarm clock set to?
7:30

5. Do you still remember the first person you kissed?
yes! since kindergarten! haha

6. Do you remember where you were on 9/11/01?
in 4th grade, (in class)

7. Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?
be in the picture.

8. What was the last movie you watched?
Step Brothers!

9. Do any of your friends have children?
hmm i dont think so

10. Has anyone ever called you lazy?
yess

11. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep?
nooo!

12. What cd is currently in your cd player?
a mix cd

13. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
strawberry if anything.

14. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
yess :3

15. When was the last time you had Starbucks?
in washington a month ago

16. Can you whistle?
no

17. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
personality

18. What are you looking forward to?

nothing

19. Did you watch cartoons as a child?
WHO DIDNT

20. Do you own any band t-shirts?
yes. many :D

21. What will you be doing in one hour?
maybe swimming

22. Is anyone in love with you?
hah

23. What was the last song you heard?
Sleeping with the Television On: Billy Joel

24. Last time you cried?
about a month ago

25. Are you on a desktop computer or a laptop?
lappy

26. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
nope

27. What’s the weather like?
sunny

28. Would you ever date a girl/guy covered in tattoos?
sure

29. What did you do before this?
talk to people on the phone

30. When is the last time you slept on the floor?
a few weeks ago =_=

31. How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
a good 7 or 8 hours

32. Do you eat breakfast daily?
YES<3

33. Are your days fast-paced?
i wish

34. What did you do last night?
play games, and talk to people

35. Do you use sarcasm?
yes

36. How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
17

37. Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
nope

38. Have you ever been to six flags?
yes. in newjersey, and Georgia

39. Do you get along better with the same sex or the opposite sex?
i think opposite

40. Do you like mustard?
i love it

41. Do you sleep on your side?
sometimes

42. Do you watch the news?
sometimes.

43. How did you get one of your scars?
being born. lol

44. Who was the last person to make you mad?
my exboyfriend

45. Do you like anybody?
yes

46. What is the last thing you purchased?
i dont remember

47. What side of the heart do you draw first?
right

48. Can you dive without plugging your nose?
nooo

49. What colour is your razor?
pink and ii have a grey one too

50. What is your blood-type?
dont know

51. Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
my mom

52. What is a rumour someone has spread about you?
i dont know.. i havent heard any about me

53. How do you feel about carrots?
theyre yummy.

54. How many chairs at the dining room table?
6 i think

55. Which is the best Spice Girl?
SCARYSPICE

56. Do you know what time it is?
no

57. Do you know all the words to the Fresh Prince Theme Song?
of course

58. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
laydown and fall asleep

59. What’s your favourite kind of gum?
i like any gum

60. T or F: All’s fair in love and war?
i have no clue what that means to be honest ;________;

61. Do you have a crush on anyone?
crush's arent permanent. so no.

62. Do you know how to use some words correctly, but not know the meaning?
yea

63. Do you like to sleep?
yes

64. Do you know which US states don’t use Daylight Savings Time?
alaska and hawaii? just guessing.

65. Do you know the song Total Eclipse of the Heart?
i think so?

66. Do you want a bright yellow ‘06 mustang?
no

67. What’s something you’ve always wanted?
to be skinny

68. Do you have hairy LEGS?
not if i shave them

69. Would you rather swim in the ocean or a lake?
ocean

70. Do you wear a lot of black?
noo

71. Describe your hair:
short

72. Do you have Entomophobia?
wtf is that

73. Are you an adult?
no

74. Where is/are your best friend(s)?
far away from me

75. Do you have a tan?
nope

76. Are you a television addict?
no

77. Do you enjoy spending time with your mother?
yes

78. Are you a sugar freak?
no

79. Do you like orange juice?
i love it

80. What sign are you?
taurus

-----

so this school work is killing me.

literally- killing me

ive just spent 4 hours reading the history textbook to only finish 1 chapters worth of terms and definitions and questions and explaining developments and blah blah blah.

not to mention, i still have 80 pages of french workbook stuff, 1 whole book,, an essay, an article, and 7 DBQ questions to write/answer. and how much time? - 1 week.

im so tired,

i get headaches everyday now, and really long lasting ones. I never ever would get headaches!!!
and now i do...
augghhh



im starting to hate this little word called "love"

but its the most wonderful thing.

I feel so much free- er?





i love
:)


august 6th~~~

Who all is under "j" in your contacts in your cell phone?
Jai Mi
Jake
Jenny
Jessica N
Jess
Jian Hui
Jin
Joey
John
Jo mommma
Julie
JB









Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
momm





When is the last time you touched drumsticks?
last summer










Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
kwok







What are you excited about?
WHATS HAPPENING IN 267 DAYS <3











How do you make your money?
i dont :I




First person you texted today?
marc








What color are your eyes?
blue/grren








How long does it take you to shower?
like 7 or 8 minutes








Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
yes



Are you happy right now?
a little










What were you doing at midnight last night?
talkin to someone





Do you want to get married & have children one day?
NO EW









Is there any food that you are craving right now?
some yogurt covered raisins




Doesn't a minute seem much longer when you're waiting and watching time?
YES IT FREAKIN DOES








Who do you not get along with?
mean people D<





Who are all the texts in your inbox from?
friends










Are you waiting for something?
MAY 8




Are you wearing make-up?
no







Do you tend to fall for people easily?
no















Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
NO.

went to sleep at 1:30

woke up at 5:30 with a phone call
and fell back asleep on the phone,

then woke up at 8:30

:3












If there was a large spider in your room, would you stay?
NO I WOULD NOT









Do people ever mistake you for being a different race?
black.









Is there some form of medication you should take?
no





Where is your most ticklish spot?
EVERYWHERE. T_T









How many people have 'a thing' for you right now?
2






Could you go a day without eating?
yea




Who was the last person in your bedroom?
momma





Were you happy when you woke up today?
yes, except for the fact my phone call was still connected. STUPID FELL ASLEEP TOO AND DIDNT HANG UP. UMG I DONT GET FREE MINUTES AT 6:30 AM







Are you missing someone?
can you miss someone you've never been with?





What color shirt are you wearing?
its green





Do you think you'll be in a relationship 3 months from now?
:3







Do you need to say anything to anyone?
i loveyou

but i havent said it yet.







Are you ticklish?
yup








Are you typically a jealous person?
no




Do you go to the bathroom with the door open or closed?
if im home alone, and i forget to close it, who cares?

everywhere else, yes of course






What will you do after the survey?
wait for someone to call D<






Do you sing?
yes, but i suck at it :D







Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
hide.hide.hide.









First thing you do when you wake up?
check my phone






What do you currently hear?
tv in the living room







Did you have a dream last night?
yeah,

and then when marc asked me what it was after i woke up from it at like 5:30, i told him
but then this morning, i forgot it.








Where were you at 3:02 AM this morning?
in my bed. sleeping




Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste?
yes




Are you wearing socks?
nope







Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
STRAWBERRY







When was the last time you had Starbucks?
in washington, a few weeks ago





Can you whistle?
:(








Are you currently wanting any body piercings or tattoo?
no








Do you sleep on your stomach?
sometimes, like last night it was the only way i could fall asleep T_T










Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
sometimes.







Where are you going to be at 4pm tomorrow?
napping







Do you like horror or comedy?
both









Are you named after anyone?
middle name- grandma








What do you think of when you think of Australia?
deserts

._.








Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
yup







Did you wear clip on/stick on earrings as a child?
YES OMG I REMEMBER THOSE










Are puddles the best part of rain?
sometiimes








Where's the last place you went?
i cant remember :'DD









Are you looking forward to something as of right now?
of course <333333









At the moment, are you more warm or cold?
normal







Has anyone ever tried to shove their religion in your face?
yes










Who was the last person you sat next to?
mom









Last thing you ate?
chicken and green beanssss









Who last sent you a text message?
kwok











Who do you dislike currently?
some people










Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
i dont know










Are you in a good mood?
sorta








Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
get up early. i do it anyways











Would you change yourself to make someone like you?
no

although ive come pretty close to








Do you flip your pillow to the cold side?
no i just move to a differnt part of it duh









Do you want a small or big wedding?

dont want to get married. GAWD









What woke you up this morning?
which time? 5:30 was a phone call from marc

8:30 was text messages from lee














Last missed call?
tai.

IM SORRY

IM HAPPY NOW.




<3333333333333333333



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god i dont know what to do